An Anglo-Saxon Riddle: Can You Guess What I Am?

Rhythm- dancer, I am charmed by the sultry sounds of the pungi
Swamp-slitherer, I cunningly travel through terrains in search of prey
Bone-crusher, I mercilessly strip souls from victims’ bodies
Poison- spitter, I viciously vaccinate enemies with my deadly toxin

Journal 11

How Grendel’s Philosophies Develop and Change Throughout Grendel
 In the novel Grendel, Grendel is portrayed as a young and naïve “monster” that is isolated from the rest of the world, trying to figure out who he is and where he belongs in society.  Although, in the original epic Beowulf, Grendel is shown as this “Great Destroyer” whose evil wrath plagues King Hrothgar and his thanes, in Grendel, Grendel is shown as an innocent being that is driven by humans to become evil. Even though Grendel is born of Cain, Grendel never wanted to be evil. On the contrary, Grendel wanted to coexist with humans.  Instead, Grendel is disgraced by the humans and forced into becoming evil because he doesn’t know what else to be. Even though Grendel takes on the role of being evil, Grendel still doesn’t believe that he is what he is believed to be in nature. Searching for the truth about himself and purpose in life, Grendel takes on the philosophies of others and forms a belief system of his own. 
                In Chapter 1 of Grendel, when Grendel tries to make the ram move, the ram does not acknowledge Grendel. Because of this, Grendel becomes frustrated that the ram does not understand him, so he looks up to the sky for answers as to why the ram does not acknowledge him. However, the sky does the same as the ram and ignores Grendel, making Grendel even more furious.  When Grendel goes back to his underground lair, seeking comfort from his mother, Grendel does not get the consolation that he wanted, for his mother is mute and shows no affection. From the beginning of the novel, it is apparent that Grendel feels alone and misunderstood in the world, and he is already questioning his purpose in life and where he belongs.  
In Chapter 2, Grendel encounters man for the first time, when he gets his foot stuck in a tree and can’t get it out.  Human warriors walk up to Grendel and viciously attacked him, trying to figure out what Grendel was. As Grendel shrieks in pain and calls out for his mother’s help, Grendel realizes that his mother would not be coming to his rescue and that it really is him against the world. When Grendel has an internal monologue with himself and reflects, “I alone exist, nothing else,” Grendel becomes an existentialist, believing that in this cruel, unfathomable world, he is the only one who exists and that he has the responsibility of establishing his own set of morals.
In Chapters 3 and 4, Grendel’s solipsism is challenged when he hears the words of the Shaper.  The Shaper is the storyteller of King Hrothgar’s mead hall, and the Shaper uses his philosophies to spread truths among the humans, starting with the creation of man and what it means to be good and evil. Sharing his words of wisdom, the Shaper influences the humans to disgrace Grendel because Grendel is born from Cain. However, the young and naïve Grendel doesn’t know or think that he is evil, but since Grendel is still trying to figure out who he is and where he belongs, he wants to believe the words of the Shaper to be true because he wants order established order in the world, as well as know some truth about himself. Imbuing himself with the words of the Shaper and being influenced by religion, Grendel feels even more isolated from the rest of the world.  However, when Grendel encounters the dragon in chapter 5, Grendel’s views on himself and the world change, and his existentialism turns into nihilism, the belief that importance and meaning in life is meaningless.
In Chapter 5, Grendel meets an incredibly intelligent and powerful dragon that tells Grendel his sole purpose in life is to be the enemy of all humans.  Further, the dragon goes on to explain how humans try to rid of evil, but without evil, there would be no balance in the universe.  Grendel is the reason why the humans create art, poetry, science and religion, and without him, mankind wouldn’t exist. Seeking order in the world, Grendel accepts that his fate of being evil has already been predetermined and justifies his actions of killing the Danes and destroying King Hrothgar’s mead hall by saying that life is just a cycle, a pattern, and all things are replaceable.
Although Grendel is influenced by the Shaper and the words of the dragon, Grendel starts to form his own belief systems throughout the rest of the story. In Chapter 7, when Grendel is about to kill Wealtheow in the mead hall, Grendel releases her because he realizes that killing her would be just as meaningless as not killing her. Even though Grendel accepts his role in society as a monster in chapters 5 and 6, Grendel realizes that if he succeeds in killing King Hrothgar and his thanes and destroying the mead hall, then Grendel will no longer have purpose in life, consequently destroying himself.  Grendel’s skepticism of the dragon’s teachings, as well as the Shaper’s, carries on throughout the rest of the story.
In Chapter 10, Grendel encounters a goat that mindlessly climbs Grendel’s mere with disregard to Grendel. Annoyed by the goat’s foolishness, Grendel splits the goat’s skull. Even then, the goat still keeps climbing on. When Grendel’s attempts at running the goat off fail, he recognizes his own worthlessness, which eventually leads to his self-destruction. Even though Grendel’s mother warns Grendel about his fate, Grendel ignores her and continues to terrorize King Hrothgar’s mead hall. 
                In Chapter 12, Grendel battles the great warrior Beowulf to the death. When Grendel dies, Beowulf imposes the philosophy of empiricism, the doctrine that all knowledge is derived from experience, on Grendel. Being influenced by Beowulf’s philosophy, Grendel rejects everything he was taught by the dragon and the Shaper, except for experience.  Through his experiences, Grendel learns that, yes, life is just a cycle, but he is a part of that cycle. As death approaches Grendel, Grendel feels forlorn again and turns back to solipsism. 
Grendel tells the tale of a young and naïve “monster” named Grendel, who feels secluded from the rest of the world and dismayed that he is deemed evil by society. Even when Grendel tries to coexist with humans, the humans treat him like a fiend. So, as Grendel tries to figure out who he is and where he belongs, Grendel takes on many different philosophies to achieve this goal.  In the beginning of Grendel, Grendel takes on the philosophy of solipsism, feeling sad and alone because no one acknowledges him, not even his own mother.  As the story progresses and Grendel meets humans for the first time, he tries to befriend them, for he has no companions. However, the humans, influenced by the Shaper, disgrace Grendel because he is born of Cain. At this point in the story, Grendel has taken on the philosophy of existentialism, believing that he is alone, but also that he is the only one that exists in his world. Even though Grendel doesn’t want to be evil or thinks that he’s evil, he continues to listen to the Shaper and even starts to believe all of the things the Shaper say about him being mankind’s enemy because it gives him a sense of truth about himself and order in the world that he has been longing for. Shortly after Grendel’s encounter with the Shaper, Grendel encounters a wise dragon who tells him his purpose in life is to be the enemy of all humans.  Although Grendel doesn’t understand why he needs to be evil, the dragon explains that without evil, there wouldn’t be good.  There would be no balance in the universe.  Because Grendel is seeking order in the universe, he accepts his role as the “Great Destroyer” and justifies his actions of terrorizing the mead hall by saying that life is meaningless. This is the turning point of the story, when Grendel’s existentialism turns into its extreme form, nihilism.  For the next twelve winters, Grendel terrorizes King Hrothgar and his thanes. However, as Grendel starts becoming skeptical of the Shaper’s and the dragon’s philosophies, he starts forming his own philosophies and belief systems.  When Grendel encounters the beautiful Wealtheow, Grendel comes close to killing her like the rest of the Danes, but he decides not to because he realizes that killing her would be just as meaningless as not killing her.  Throughout the rest of the story, Grendel still kills the Danes in the mead hall but shows doubt in the philosophies he has recently been taught. Here, the reader starts to see that Grendel is reverting back to his old ways and is contemplating the meaning of life once again.  In the last chapter of Grendel, Grendel faces a great warrior named Beowulf to the death. As the two are fighting, Beowulf imposes the philosophy of empiricism on Grendel, stating that all knowledge comes from experience. Grendel knows that his demise is near, and he cries out for his mother’s help, like he did in Chapter 1. However, when his mother doesn’t come to his rescue, Grendel begins to feel like a solipsist once again and is forced to face Beowulf by himself. At this point, as death closes in on him, Grendel is finally enlightened and realizes that through his experiences in life, he has gained knowledge about the world around him, as well as his own development. Grendel illustrates the rise and fall of Grendel’s philosophies, as he searches for the truth about himself and order in a chaotic world, as well as the rebirth of Grendel when he becomes enlightened and reverts back to his old philosophy, solipsism. Life is just an ongoing cycle, a pattern that repeats throughout history. 

Journal 10

How Grendel’s Status as a Monster Affects the Way He Tells the Story
                In the original Beowulf, Grendel is portrayed as an evil monster that terrorizes King Hrothgar and his thanes in the mead hall. Although the portrayal of Grendel in Beowulf makes readers sympathize with King Hrothgar and the Danes, Grendel is not evil because he wants to be, but because he is driven by humans to become evil. In Grendel, readers sympathize with Grendel because, in the beginning, Grendel tries to coexist with humans, but the Shaper influences the humans to disgrace Grendel because Grendel is born from Cain. However, the young and naïve Grendel doesn’t know that he is evil, and he is still trying to figure out who he is and where he belongs.  Grendel takes on many different philosophies in order to figure out who he is and what he believes in, and when Grendel meets the dragon, the dragon influences Grendel into believing that importance doesn’t exist, and if Grendel is looked at as a monster in nature, then Grendel should just be that. Grendel, realizing that the humans will never accept him, takes the dragon’s advice and becomes the monster that he is claimed to be.  Even though Grendel knows that the Shaper’s stories about him are false, Grendel is willing to accept these words because it gives him a sense of truth about himself that he’s been longing for.  Gardner’s choice to use Grendel as the narrator of the story shows readers the innocence of Grendel from the beginning of the story and how his innocence is taken away from him, when the humans treat him badly and compel him to become the monster that readers see him as in the epic of Beowulf.

Journal 8

How is Grendel a Parody of Beowulf?
                Grendel by John Gardener is a parody based on the epic Beowulf, imitating the writing style or genre of the story. In Beowulf, Grendel is portrayed as a monstrous beast that attacks King Hrothgar and his thanes out of pure evil. However, in Grendel, Gardener shows a much different side of Grendel, who actually displays human traits and emotions. Grendel may be a giant born of Cain, but he had no intentions of harming the warriors in the mead hall; all he wanted was to be accepted by the humans. In spite of this, humans disgraced Grendel and viciously attacked him, making Grendel feel isolated and distressed. Although Grendel didn’t want to be a foul beast, he was driven by the humans to become evil, and after being pushed so many times, Grendel finally decided that enough was enough and wreaked havoc in Herot. Is that not what the humans had wanted? Even a better question, is that not what the humans expected? Even though, in Beowulf, Grendel was shown as a malicious fiend who destroyed the lives of many, Gardener changes the perspective of the story and shows that the humans were the real monsters, and all that the young and naïve Grendel wanted to do was befriend the humans and find his place in an Anglo-Saxon society.  By retelling the classic tale of Beowulf in Grendel’s point of view, Gardener successfully influences readers to sympathize with Grendel and abhor Beowulf and the rest of humankind. In Beowulf, when Grendel comes to his demise, Grendel’s death is viewed as a heroic deed, saving the lives of many. However, in Gardener’s retelling of the story, Beowulf’s victory over Grendel is viewed as horrible, for the simple fact that Grendel’s innocence was taken away by the humans, transforming him into the monster that he became.  By changing the perspective of the story, Gardener’s Grendel parodies the Anglo- Saxon tale Beowulf and mocks the Anglo-Saxons’ literature.

Journal 6

“The Seafarer,” “The Wanderer,” and Beowulf: Anglo-Saxon Ideals Reflected in Literature
                Burton Raffel’s translation of “The Seafarer” tells the story of a man who isolates himself from his friends and family to travel to the sea. Although the narrator reflects back on his life and remembers all of the temporal pleasures on Earth, the narrator is willing to give all of those things up and endure loneliness, in order to experience everlasting pleasures in heaven.  The narrator goes to sea by choice, where he feels closest to God, and suffers for salvation.
                Burton Raffel’s translation of “The Wanderer” tells the story of a lonely traveler who longs for peace and for the mercy of God.  However, unlike “The Seafarer,” the narrator is not as accepting to the sound of winter, proclaiming, “I’ve drunk too many lonely dawns, / Grey with mourning …” (8-9). “The Wanderer” is an elegy that is a serious reflection of the narrator’s past and how he wishes not to suffer from his cruel, lonesome journey to salvation anymore. 
                “The Seafarer” and “The Wanderer” are similar to Beowulf because they reflect Anglo-Saxon values and ideals.  One of the most important values to the Anglo-Saxons is loyalty, whether it is to their king or to their god or gods. In Beowulf, Beowulf is loyal to his king, Hygelac, and he receives wealth and fame among the land. In comparison, in “The Seafarer” and “The Wanderer,” the narrators of the two stories believe that if they are loyal to God and isolate themselves from earthly pleasures, then they will acquire peace and have a much better life in heaven.  

Journal 3

Grendel’s Attitude Towards Language and How it Changes Throughout the Novel
                In the beginning of Grendel, Grendel is secluded from the rest of the world, being stuck with his mother, who is mute and only able to mumble words or make grunting noises, in his underwater lair, so he wants to leave home and explore the outside world. Because he has lived with his mother, who shows no linguistic capabilities, Grendel has been feeling lonesome and wants to communicate his feelings to someone. To Grendel, language is his way of escaping from isolation. However, when Grendel does branch out of the cave, and encounters other creatures, such as the ram in chapter 1, the ram does not acknowledge Grendel because it doesn’t understand Grendel’s growling or moaning, sounds adopted from his mother. It makes Grendel furious that no one can understand him, even though he can understand others. Although Grendel wants to communicate with others, Grendel is forced express his deep frustrations and sadness in his internal monologues.  When Grendel encounters humans for the first time, though, he becomes infatuated with their ways and begins to study their actions, as well as their words. Throughout the story, Grendel acquires more language and becomes more understanding of language. However, even though Grendel believes that his language and the humans’ language are the same, the humans fail to understand Grendel’s attempts at words. Even though Grendel must now speak only from his consciousness, Grendel’s development of language drastically improves as he experiments with different genres and writing styles and learns how to apply lines and verses to communicate his story, similar to that of Beowulf.  By the end of the story, Grendel goes from having no linguistic abilities to having an almost poetic dialect.

Journal 2

Grendel: Evil at Its Best
Hrothgar’s men lived happy in his hall/ Till the monster stirred, that demon, that fiend/… who haunted the moors, the wild/ Marshes, and mad his home in a hell/ Not hell but earth. He was spawned in that slime,/ Conceived by a pair of those monsters born/ Of Cain, murderous creatures banished/ By God, punished forever for the crime/ Of Abel’s death (15-23). His name is Grendel.
Part one of Beowulf, translated by Burton Raffel, tells the heroic adventures of a young warrior named Beowulf. When Beowulf hears of a powerful monster named Grendel who wreaks havoc in the mead-hall of Herot, killing and consuming King Hrothgar’s men, Beowulf must travel overseas from his homeland, Sweden, to the lands of Denmark in order to protect and save King Hrothgar and the Danes from the evil spirit.  Although Beowulf boasts that he will rid the country of Grendel’s malevolence, Grendel may be a sinister force that can’t be destroyed.
[King Hrothgar] wept, fearing/ The beginning [of Grendel’s reign over the Danes] might not be the end… Grendel… so set/ On murder that no crime could ever be enough,/ No savage assault quench his lust for evil (48-53).
                Grendel is the epitome of pure evil.  This is proven by the observation of Grendel’s actions and motives, as well as King Hrothgar’s and the Danes’ reaction to Grendel’s brutal butchery among the community.
                Grendel’s actions in Beowulf show that he is a malicious giant who gets pleasure from shedding the blood of the Danes’ warriors and igniting fear within the community.  The warriors have just finished their drinking and are about to go to bed, hoping to see daylight when they awaken. Unfortunately, what the warriors didn’t know was that an evil monster was lurking in the night.
                                When darkness had dropped, Grendel/ Went up to Herot…. Found [the warriors]sprawled in sleep, suspecting/ Nothing, their dreams undisturbed…There in the silence/ [Grendel] snatched up thirty men, smashed them/ Unknowing in their beds, and ran out with their bodies, /… back to his lair, delighted with his night’s slaughter (30-40).
                Grendel, heartless, sneaks to Herot in the middle of the night and terrorizes the Danes, who don’t want any trouble. Although the Danes just want to live in peace, Grendel’s solace comes from seeing the anguish of the Danes. As the community gets smaller and the country weakens in strength, King Hrothgar and the Danes cower in fear, as they realize that this may possibly be the end of them, as well as the end of humankind. Humanity lies in the palms of Grendel’s hell-forged hands.
                King Hrothgar’s and the Danes’ reaction to Grendel’s murderous rampage shows that Grendel instills dread and panic among all of Denmark. It is daybreak, when King Hrothgar and the Danes aware themselves of the destruction that Grendel has caused in the mead-hall. Feasting and drinking turns into mourning of warriors and companions.
                                Herot/ Stood empty, and stayed deserted for years, / Twelve winters of grief for Hrothgar, king/ Of the Danes, sorrow heaped at his door/ By hell-forged hands. His misery leaped/ The seas, was told and sung in all/ Men’s ears… (60-66).
                King Hrothgar and the Danes are filled with woe. “That agony hung/ On king and people alike, harsh/ And unending, violent and cruel, and evil” (106-108). For twelve winters, King Hrothgar and the Danes have had to endure Grendel’s merciless attacks. Now, all of those who live in Denmark fear that Grendel will stop at nothing to eradicate their country. Grendel’s dark soul threatens the existence of King Hrothgar, the Danes, and the rest of civilization.
                Grendel’s hate for humanity fuels his evil wrath, but Grendel knows that his hate cannot triumph over God’s love for humans, which makes Grendel even angrier. Grendel’s reign of terror has lasted for twelve winters, and although he stalks King Hrothgar’s warriors in hopes of destroying Denmark, there seems to be a greater force stopping Grendel from finishing his evil deeds. 
                                Mankind’s enemy continued his crimes, / Killing as often as he could, coming/ Alone, bloodthirsty and horrible. Though he lived/ In Herot, when the night hid him, he never/ Dared to touch king Hrothgar’s glorious/ Throne, protected by God – God,/ Whose love Grendel could not know (79-85).
                Grendel’s only weakness is God. Although Grendel seeks to wipe out the human race, God is the protector of the humans, and Grendel knows that he won’t prevail.
                The character of Grendel is portrayed as darkness. This is proven by analyzing Grendel’s actions and motives, as well as King Hrothgar’s and the Danes’ reaction to Grendel’s ruthless raids. Grendel is an evil monster that feeds off of the suffering of the Danes and enjoys making the lives of King Hrothgar and the Danes a living hell on earth. Filled with grief, King Hrothgar and the Danes fear that Grendel will reduce the human race to nothing. Grendel loathes humans. Even though Grendel has King Hrothgar and the Danes under his control, Grendel knows that he can’t touch King Hrothgar’s throne, which is blessed by God, making the sin-stained demon even more enraged. Grendel’s hate for humanity and his will to destroy all civilization is the reason why Grendel is the epitome of evil.
               
                               



Journal 1

How Beowulf Inspires Modern Day Heroes: Men of the American Military
                Beowulf is an Anglo-Saxon hero who uses his strength and valor to defend the Danes and his hometown of Denmark from the evil monsters that threaten to destroy his community. Displaying his great might and devotion for his country time after time, Beowulf sets an example for how heroes should be.  Among all modern day heroes, men of the American military come closest to paralleling Beowulf’s great strength and courage.  Not only do men of the American military possess Beowulf’s great strength and courage, but men of the American military are inspired by Beowulf to be honorable and loyal to their country.
                When Beowulf arrives in the land of the Danes, the coastguard sees the mighty warrior and says, "I have never seen a mightier warrior on earth than is one of you, a man in battle-dress" (Beowulf, 7).  Beowulf is highly regarded in his country as a noble hero. Although Beowulf knows of his great strength and often boasts about his superhuman capabilities, whether he is fighting sea beasts, Grendel’s mother, or a fire-breathing dragon, Beowulf always rises up to the challenge and comes out victorious (Garcia, “The Anglo-Saxon Hero”). The same goes for the men of the American military.  One marine Chaplain has even stated,
“You cannot exaggerate about the Marines. They are convinced to the point of arrogance, that they are the most ferocious fighters on earth – and the amusing thing about it is that they are” (Lowther, “Understanding the American Military”).
                What Beowulf and the men in the American military have in common is that they both exude confidence in themselves. Even though Beowulf and the men of the American military put themselves in dangerous situations where death is almost foreseeable, standing up and fighting to defend their country is worth it. 
“Death for a warrior is honorable, and courage must be shown through deeds, even if it means death. A hero must be willing to die to achieve glory. He must display courage in the face of overwhelming or impossible odds, and he must have the strength to back his courage” (Garcia, “The Anglo-Saxon Hero”).  
                A hero is well defined by his actions and Beowulf’s and the men of the American military’s selfless attitude is a reason why they should be an inspiration to others. Beowulf and the men of the American military are almost equals in that they both emanate might, fearlessness, allegiance, and undying love for their country.